Painfully aware of everything.

It's not a enough to know everything,  Your concern for others instead of yourself should win the day,

Luckily enough, I have somehow had the propensity to find a moment for reflection in even the most hectic of times.

It's not enough that I'm looking within. I'm so happy about other people succeeding that it's actually detrimental to my own happiness. That is an unfortunate take on living like a normal human being in a boring place etc. etc. my life doesn't affect yours, and so on, repeating.

"What now?" you say... well! Maybe don't be all things to all people. Maybe take a moment to realize all your past bullshit was just a lesson waiting to be taught. If you've of waited(!) for a minute to let the moment pass, it wouldn't have meant so much to you at all. I don't know why patience is such a virtue, but thankfully, IT ARRIVES.

Hold the phone! :) a few more things. Is there nothing worse than a habit?  Just doing the same thing over and over for seconds, weeks, years?  If I had a choice, I would say "FUCK NO" to every stupid repetitive behavior that I've ever been a part of, aside from breathing, eating, and the necessities.

Being very aware of your feelings has such a redemptive feel to it. I thank all of my friends who made me aware of mine. Being able to first recognize how you are feeling and why - it's the very fucking shiny first step towards progress.  Yes it's fun to swear and make art but it is a completely differently thing to take yourself seriously, be serious all the time, and not have any fun or enjoyment until you can no longer cry nor laugh, just sit in silent contemplation. It sucks.

Laugh, be merry, and be reasonable.  We should value our time alive. If all else fails, find new family and make new friends.  Make yourself uncomfortable. The door is always there.

Coming back: Science, Spirituality, and the Aggregation of Knowledge

     Listened with lessening intent to an interview with *****, ****** and *****. Especially with ****** and his bill of goods that he and the rest promote, it all seems very self-servicing.  ***** seems well and good, so-to-speak, you'd have a hard time convincing me that any of these people have a really clear knowledge of ET activity, and given that so many in our age of information seem to think the Earth is flat and the sky is a hologram of somesorts - It's very difficult for me to hear genuine intent mixed with some kind of alt-underground-celeb status with very little verifiable evidence.

     I know evidence is a strong word when discussing these things but I'm as ya-ya about the possibilities as well.  It's hard to detect the etheric or astral realm outside of high-frequency photography and perhaps a lesson the on nature of electromagnetism vs magnetogravitics.  I don't put down these good gentlemen for these things at all; I've listened enthusiastically for a long time as well.

     I can only speculate about the Akashic Records.  What I do know is that this discussion of Tachyons and the like seem to hark at the notion that light (or energy) does have the ability to travel faster than the speed of light, and if that physical truth exists (which would be mighty hard to prove), then a whole lot of other notions we have in place would have to be reexamined.  Crystal storage systems would simply be crystalline memory devices similair to a computer hard drive but read by lasers at many different angles.  Not a bad idea for a memory storage device... ;) If the barrier broke it would mean there are energetic realms that are outside and perhaps ahead of time as we perceive it.

     In discussing all the hard science of the issue, are they or aren't they, are we or aren't we - the spiritual aspect arises.  I myself and almost certainly anyone else that tried to get into the weeds realizes that the mind and the body has a profound connection to its surroundings, and a lot of what I had learned from science and physics dovetails very well to common (and ancient) spiritual teachings about connection, compassion, and shared interest.  Our left brain sees us separate from our surroundings, right brain sees a unified continuum of energetic existence.  Science and spirituality are very rarely enemies; if you know where to look, you'll see the same...

     Did I say the dirty word of aliens yet?  My guess is they (literally) prefer to be called 'space people.'  Better yet - people…

     I'm not the only one questioning the true history of the Earth.  This question is a lightning rod to the unconvinced, and it's not that much of a shock.  All I can say is it certainly seems like a very long time has passed since whatever contentment or trouble befell us, and we may have known a lot more - intellectually or otherwise - beforehand. 

     I've searched just as hard as many in search of the truth... in competition with lies... trying my best to understand the world as it is, and I see that yearning as very fundamental to the human experience - trying just as hard to avoid the untruth as trying to accept the obvious. "Always seek truth, never be deceived." Fearfulness and doubt create so much mental chaos; we search endlessly for certainty.

     Science can become its own dogmatism, though... but I much prefer to be fully engaged in science and spirituality than embrace materialism and accepted notions of science or spiritual belief.  Is there really a speed limit on light?  Are Space and Time separate aspects?  How do I, part and parcel, affect how other people think, and they I?  Are we subtly connected somehow?  What part does technology play?  What is the best possible outcome?

     It takes a fair amount of motivation for me to engage with people on the strange and the outlandish, and I'm far from an authority on the matter.  If thinking about things outside your everyday experience opens you up to new paths in life, I think we all win.  If thinking that positive growth and change might be a "universal value," who knows who might be winning?  It's never too much to hope, and it's certainly never too much to try and understand.

*sits and stares at the sky*

The Mysteries of the Sphinx

The Egyptian Sphinx is not what it appears to be and is thousands of years older than Earth scientists believe. The Sphinx is hollow like a chocolate Easter bunny. Inside the hollow neck is a golden sphere that is a “Time Capsule” from the period. Also inside the hollow Sphinx is a well-hidden secret doorway that can only be opened by uttering a secret word. This secret doorway opens to a spiral staircase that leads to an underground room. In this room there is a clay pot in one corner. Also in this room are three tunnels that lead out of the room. Arcane hieroglyphs on the clay pot tell you which tunnel to take and what to do. If you enter one of the two “wrong” tunnels, an ingenious booby trap springs and you will die a very horrible death. In the future, three people from the west will successfully read the clay pot and enter the correct tunnel unharmed. They will be the chosen three. The chosen three will then walk down a long stone hallway with 48 sacred geometric drawings on the upper left side. These 48 drawings are the 48 blueprints of the 48 chromosomes of the Christ Consciousness. Although the hallway is perfectly lit, there is no visible light source, but the chosen three will “know” where the light comes from. At the end of the hallway is a slight right-hand turn into a large room. This is “The Hall of Records.” Sitting on raised shelves in The Hall of Records is physical evidence of Earth civilizations from the last 5½ million years. An emissary from The Great White Lodge will then appear to greet the chosen three and impart “Special Instructions” to them. Each of the chosen three will then be allowed to remove one object from the room and return with it to the surface of Earth. The chosen three will also find three golden etchings that resemble “photographs” resting upon a nearby stone. And the chosen three will be shocked and amazed to find pictures of themselves inside the golden frames. These are pictures of themselves in a previous embodiment thousands of years ago when they were ancient Egyptians. The names engraved on the golden frames will be different, but the likeness to the chosen three will be perfect. The chosen three will also notice a “date” engraved onto the golden picture frames, and the chosen three will be still further shocked and amazed to discover that the “date” engraved onto the golden picture frames many centuries ago is the date of that very day. And when the chosen three gaze upon their old “photographs” once again, their long cyclic journey, which began thousands of years ago, and spanned many embodiments, will now be gloriously completed, and their job well done.

an immeasurable solution to an immeasurable problem

   We hear about world peace all the time, but what does it really mean?  What would it look like?  How would we live and work and thrive?
   Who knows what the future holds?  It really is an exciting time to live in.
   We are all a part of a very multifaceted collective consciousness that lives and breathes, connecting us to each other and everything around us in a way we don't quite understand.
   At the same time, we are also our own 'individual consciousness', 'our own personal sense of individuality',  aware of our separateness from our environment.  We are unique and beautiful, each of us in our own way.
   I have a lot of things to say about the future and the nature of the 11:11 phenomenon that I want to talk about, but many people have already said best what I wish to say...  I will continue to meditate on all of this and write what I feel about it in a series of posts.  Until then, keep looking up!
http://www.jstor.org/pss/2769413

Communication = The Removal of Uncertainty?

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Age_of_Enlightenment
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jp_oyHY5bug&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RUy9OgRRXnw
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Story_of_Civilization
Effortless Attention:  http://mitpress.mit.edu/catalog/item/default.asp?tid=12135&ttype=2
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fluid_and_crystallized_intelligence
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7wSBUdOk5iQ

Creating a collaborative art project can be an experience that bridges differences between people and
builds feelings of trust.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=moAR4Bb2QHI

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Creative_Peacebuilding

The Saint (1997)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lrCnh9sT_mc&feature=channel_video_title

^A glimpse of first contact??

http://psychcentral.com/blog/archives/2011/05/21/the-link-between-creativity-and-eccentricity/
http://www.aip.org/history/einstein/essay.htm

Eye contact!! http://www.hulu.com/watch/16417/saturday-night-live-googly-eyes-gardener
Pearl Jam and Ben Harper 2007 lolla http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EMZEXepC95A Guitars like what... what a nice, respectful crowd.  Pearl Jam totally rocking...