The End is not the End

     We are currently in a renaissance.  Much harm is possible but the sheer amount of progress we face is indeed daunting.  "Beware the bearers of false gifts and promises" - and so it goes with the famous crop circle.  I don't think belief is what we're missing.  I remember well hearing that 'do or do not, there is no try'.

    Cataclysmology is a wacky term for, let's say, doomsday cults.  It has to be admired that the chosen few have repeatedly drawn a checkmark on the calendar and continues to move it back and back and back.  And as much as I admire the story of the so-called study of this term and it's many facts and figures, space is still a question mark for our modern eyes and ears.  The moon, for example, is established science by some but so oddly specific it has to make you wonder.

    The birth of Venus, for example, is said to have been a wonderous moment in our galactic history, wherein the destroyed planet of Tiamat had such a sensational impact on the Earth's orbit that the only mechanism by which this could be solved would be the entry of a new planet into orbit around the sun.  I have no fucking idea if this happened either.

    Entropy yes, ascension no?  We're so limited by our human experience of life, maturation, and ultimately our mortality that we're not being able to see something that stands out so clearly to some of us.  The finality of life gives rise to this existential fervor and unrelenting restless anxiety that drives us forward, making the unthinkable possible and the rather thinkable hard to accomplish.  Live, die, rinse, repeat.

    I think a sort of stasis arrives to any sort of planet like ours - not to get too far out.  There is a divine structure to the cosmos, even if it lay mostly empty, barren, and cold.  Stars like ours are so significant that we marvel at the possibility of life on Proxima Centauri, which would be planets orbiting a red dwarf and so we change our eye color and plant photosynthesis if our proposed journey is ever to have kicked off.

    I could go on and on about the future and the past and whether our destiny is sealed.  I don't know if that's even the main focus.  The main point I'd like to get across is that you, I, we she them that well all MATTER.  You could be looking 500 years into the future as some of us do or be stately and measured in the here and now.  Hell, even Thomas Jefferson thought the Louisiana purchase may contain dinosaurs.

    Out of a spiteful defiance  and denial, what we do indeed echoes throughout history, and is never really lost but simply relocated.  What happens inside of a black hole? Again, not sure, but do we really know what a billion year-old society is capable of?  I can't chalk it up to simply, "that's the way it is, circle of life" kind of thinking.

    The phrase 'in order to create a more perfect Union' gets mixed up with something about 'under God' which is funny to me.  The snap to attention of everyone experiencing something that's incredibly larger then themselves is another.  Why can't we have that always?  We should literally always be humble, deferential, and grateful to whatever web has been sown.  I find the more you take some of those layers away, the more we seem like rippling mirrors of one another,.. concerned only enough to take a quick look and shy away from our own reflection, or really what makes us us.  

    Apathy will take you *this* far and you can bet it's a tried and true form of denial.  Pronoia can take you a lot further but beware of always seeing the lights as shining forms of warmth.  When you break it down, I'm not even sure times like that even exist.  Things shift and drift, and history marches on again.

 

Dear Elon Musk, you should be embarrassed.(full picture rant)

 Dear Elon Musk (and company),

Free speech is your tentpole, yes?  You should be ashamed of yourself.

AS someone  gifted, sent, whatever you may be... the last of a good idea, the first of a last idea, you've made your mark.

Your conception of shallow empathy perplexes me.  "Deep empathy" as you understand of it, involved persecuting and prosecuting those who do things like stealing.  

The leftists and the perpetrators are coming for your women and children...  this is an old lie and moldy shoe out of which those that have drunk the poison of control - and complete control at that - continue to lose a left nut over...  you haven't the platform, life experience, and even the good sense, to sneeze overboard the harsh reality of everyday life for those us mucking and ducking and fucking, the many few/majority of us who live lives that are cold, brutish, and short.

If you want to throw your lot in with Republicanism, be my guest.  But don't dare meme against me with an upturned nose; no.... then I will know ye by your deeds.

Go with God next time and try not to hate others with such passion.  It'll serve you well in the meantime.  Can't say I've ever tried Ahyuaska before but that sounds like something you may have learned and lost track of over the years.

Tough years too, right?  Coming to you person to person would certainly be a joy, only if not for the wrong reasons.  Please don't get me wrong here either way; you're not an idiot.  And whatever wealth you come from is irrelevant to me, either in current and former form.  

I say eat the rich only in the ryest of French terms.  If you give a man a fish is going to be our modern day retro-platitude.  If you can't exactly use it within yourself to eradicate extreme forms of poverty, you could still put a dent in the thing.  That which is keeping us down, that which is preventing us from moving forward, is poverty of the mind, body, and spirit.  I know if you're concerned about ourselves blowing each other up, you should probably be more intertwined with global decision making.  Or contacting friendly extraterrestrials.  Or both.

The truth always lies in a bit of a grayzone.  Those who deal in absolutes are often sorely mistaken..  And the truth of your behavior is pretty bizarre.  Declaring yourself impaired in some way may be the heart of the matter, but I fear it has more to do with your upbringing and *sigh* your childhood.  Some of your words seriously do more psychological damage and confusion than anything.  Perhaps your mind is just too far ahead of where we are as a global civilization.  Yet space is such a busy place these days; imagine that.

I see in you a squandered opportunity like myself.  I see myself as superior to others, and anthropic separation of myself from my environment thanks to the detail-oriented left brain truth and reality tunnel.  Facts are facts, you are what you eat, and the holistic nature of your environment tell us we are in fact all a part of the same waking, slumbering, slobby, erratic, manic mind.  Do we prevail in the end?  Do We survive?

The choice is up to each of us, to gather in Ascending vibrations and seek a high order to things.  I will condemn you but I can also see things as they are, on the other foot, in another life...  You're surrounding yourself with people who agree as you'd disagree, and shame others as you enjoy to shame.  This is a bad combination, my friend.

Either something stinks with your thinking, you've been burned too many times in poor dealings with beaurocats, or something within you recoiled at the extreme left... I don't care much, and a lot of what you do doesn't center around me necessarily as much as it does friends and people that I love.  Please be cautious with those who are close to you, and even those who might seem far away by the imagination.

I like to laugh at people too, but I don't narrow in and steal their self-actualization from them too.  If your unable to love the world then my guess would be you have a minimal capacity to love yourself as well.

Be yourself, always, but judgement is a bit like breathing - we all do it involuntarily, no matter what... Question your own authority, even if it seems difficult.  I am a master and a slave to none.  Remember, to remember, to never forget.

You have literally a golden opportunity in front of you everywhere you look.  If you can't fixate on the positive at all times it means you are a human too.  Nobody has anymore right to that essential aspect of yourself than the next person.  Be kind, be courteous, be seated, as the saying goes.

Tony Stark is a good lesson to learn: redemption is always the order of the day, the primordial ooz that we all stem from (typically)  To earn this redemption, sacrifice is necessary.  No not human sacrifice, but ascension in both mind and intuition.  It's not a sin to be wrong sometimes.  And even the police like to say "fighting crime is a day job; eradicating evil is a way of life".  Keep doing the good and stop messing around with this fascination of absolute power that the right-wing political thinking thrusts upon us.  We really only live for so long.  You have to understand the fundamentals in order to see the whole picture.

Personal notes on Conflicting with Oneself

     I have a really hard time coming to believe that selflessness really exists... for better or worse for the strides of humanity.  I suppose that makes me cynical.  There's always going to be that drive to revel in the selfishness of having done something truly kind of unique.  It's almost a superpower that I can't grasp... I have done things out of the kindness of my heart on a day to day basis, which is great, and I can walk around with that feeling for a certain period of time.

    But those things that truly alter the course of history or at last for the lives of many seem odd.  Perhaps the reason we take credit for doing the deeds of angels is that it is to inspire others and let them know of this incredible feeling is real and possible and all encompassing once shared with an understanding audience of well-wishers.

    I have the drive to be the odd man out in a situation like a creative collaboration on a project.  I don't necessarily like the limelight.  A small amount of shared adulation can get me by and let me be for a while.  I do, however, profess to harbor the Great God-sized Hole in myself, delusions of grandeur, narcissistic desire... and I think we should all feel some of this sometimes in order to be at peace with our shadow, and to confirm or deny these feelings for the better in small ways.

    They say (I say) the ear doesn't really develop for playing with music without exposure and familiarity to music, without finding music that really speaks to you...  Indian musical philosophy seems to teach that the performance of music is perfect reflection of the material and spiritual totality of a person- their essence or essential nature.  In a more technical manner, Chinese and tonal language speakers have a leg up on our biochemical ability to decipher sound and pitch.  (And there's an emphasis on the arts under a totalitarian or ruling regime.) 

    This appreciation of form and essential being or even 'soul' brings a meeting of hearts and minds between every single person that exists, even if with some small degree.  Some are even specifically attuned to this subtle connection,  We also have that meeting of the mind within ourselves.  (Some call this The Master Mind's relationship to our individuality.)  The gift of introspection comes at a cost though.  We face uncomfortable truths and a battle for certainty in a world full of conflict, contradiction, and irreconcilable duality.

    This can be seen even our social and political ideas.  Politics is by its very nature the essence of division, and yet we all work ourselves into a metaphysical knot trying to understand why the answers just won't come.  Identification of a multi-faceted power structure is required then, and with that further down, down, down into the details you must wander to truly become 'educated about the issues'.  And not that there aren't right answers to questions that perplex us... human dignity and rights an unshakeable, powerful notion and inherence to us all.

    I used to tell friends and acquaintances to "Zoom out" to understand the true nature of reality.  And I suppose I was on to something, even if clunkily coming from an upbringing alongside computers rather than film lenses and photography.  Some aspects of ourselves and the collective We (the noosphere) are just eerily outside of us, a time-dilated influx of chaos into order and repeating dispositions of the two.  How could you possibly grasp the entire truth without at least an attempt to see yourself from the outside in?  It takes introversion to complement extroversion, even persistence to examine ourselves either way, and as well we know (if you've been following along), Balance is the fundamental and most powerful force in Existence.